For my best buddy and his love!

On 25th September 2005, a guy and a girl got together as a couple.

Rated: Corny content below. Please bear with it!

The guy was and still is my best friend since our JC days. During our JC days, we did a lot of stupid things together. We also did what i believe, was what both of us would reckon as one of our greatest achievements in life so far. That is setting up Saint Sports Club together from scratch (with Teresa and Meiling too). I've seen all sides of him (trust me, i hate the naked side!haha. joking!) and it's really memorable to recall times when he's happy, sad, overjoyed, troubled and uncertain.

One thing i was proud of about him is that he finally found a beacon he was searching for after a long time of internal struggling. That is finding of his love whom is also one of my good friend.

She is also someone who has been through a lot. I've seen her go through a lot of difficult days before she became what she is today. Although on the outside, she is still the same bubbly cheerful person. i know that throughout the period that i've know her, she has mature a lot in terms of thinking and behaviour. and i'm truly proud of her.

to Zihao and Weijie,
i'm really happy for the both of u and it has not been a easy road since the beginning. and i believe you two can continue this journey together and don't forget your promise, i'll be the best man on your wedding!

Happy 18th month!

everything is just.. other things

when was the last time you were in the middle of a rain?

when was the last time when rainwater starts dripping down your hair and you are not bothered at all?

when was the last time you were soaked inside out and yet you still stroll through the rain?

i just did.
as stupid as it sounds, it was rather enjoyable.
the rain washes away your thoughts and leave nothing behind

i was carefree
....for that few minutes..

as soon as the shadow comes over me, the thoughts returned..

she is happy. and that's all that matters.
i was jealous. but it doesn't affect me anymore
and it was a confirmation for me...

it's time to let go and move on..
and i shall..


why do we always have to see so clearly? ain't this a beautiful scene too?

Tribute with photos!

This was Jielin and Me. Look at that. me with that brown-golden hair. Jielin with that vampire smile! haha. hey she really is a nice girl to start with.. and hang out with of course=)



Two Botaks out for lunch! haha! along with JieLin and BiShi then



remember the days? me,hao and bernard



S91 back in 2004..



Francis Hung! She bangs!



NEOPRINTS?! corny!



nerdy us.....



blowjobs!!



nice pee that zihao!



o man,Stella was so good..... in the photo i mean!




Zihao and Weijie... then =)

i've nobody

the song goes

Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my own
Im so Lonely

i dunno what's going on with me. kind of having very huge internal struggle. i talk lesser. eat lesser. no energy to do things. no motivation. i want to go out and chill but i realise i don't have anyone to ask. i want to go look for a bagpack but dunno who to ask and where to start. u know, those big and pure black bags. without any faniciful designs. no baggy but rather backpacking kind.

-------what should i do?------

Wasted~ completely

quite some time since i visit those night spots (don't get me wrong, i'm not a frequent guests! and nightspots mean clubs and bars, not sleazy places!). i went on last sat, boiler at st james. it was a rather nice place with live band and great music. mostly just sit around and drink with friends. sadly to say, i got REAL WASTED. haha. damn man. by 2, i'm alr like a half dead a**hole. my friends help me out to hail a cab home. but i didn't! i sat around first because i do not want to vomit on some uncle's taxi.. haha.. who knows.. i just sat down on the steps and next thing i know is that my friends are going home alr and it was 4+! i just fell asleep on the steps. the next thing i know i was on a cab and then woke up the next day.


i had a pretty bad hangover. wanted to go SMU open house, had it planned out alr. but i just feel so sick, vomitting and all. haha. sad man. and after that i sms my friend about the previous night and then i was given enlightenment to how come i was so drunk. from start to end, there was a total of 6 bottles that was opened!!! 6! six! if u know ur stuff, u know how much liquor and harmful stuff that is. first time i get so drunk. haha. well, i guess it will be an experience for everyone. haha

promise not to touch liquor/alcohol (except for alcohol swab at medical centre!) for a long time to come! that was what i promised myself.

i've also set a goal to exercise more! i love sports and i dunno what happened to me lately. lethargic and my body just seems so lazy. i'm gonna at least jog everyday. swim and basketball on weekends. if u happen to be my sporting partners, rmb to force me to go when my lazybones refused to!

alright. that was a summary of how unhealthy my life has been for the past month. trust me, i totally hate that. i guess it's a transition period but well i'm getting over it.

Busy busy

today is friday 9th march right? woo, just ended my busy weekdays and my busy weekend is about to start soon! haha but i like how things are now.

let's see.. a recap of how my week was spent.

On Monday 5th March, as usual i report to camp and had a long day at the medical centre.

Actually to a lot of people esp those serving NS will think that medical centres medics (i work in medical centre though i am combat in vocation.. haha.. lucky me) are pretty slack. But the whole day is really in fact, rather hectic, especially in my camp having one of the largest population in SAF. There are report sick, medical reviews, Fit for F Instructions Tests and people coming in for various reasons. We start at 8, breaks at 12, go for lunch and perhaps get some rest till 1, then we will start again all the way to 4.30. After that we will have to pack up all the documents and stuff we use for the day and get them ready for tomorrow. A usual day will perhaps have around... 60-80 patients and there was this once the queue number hit 120. not to mention we have duties which means we stay back after everyone goes home and see patients from the entire west area at night. being 24 hrs, it is really not uncommon to have patients to come at timings like 3 or 4 am. There are also emergency cases such as trauma and resucitation. duty will last till next day 8am when the next batch of duty crew takes over. the best part is we don't get off after that and have to work from 8 to 530 again before we can go home. sometimes we even have consecutive days duty. we could be talking about up to 70 hours of work without undisturbed rest. hope that what i said really clears up the misconception of medics in medical centre.

alright. monday night, i went for a project meeting at clementi central with two group members at 0730. They were pretty much older than me.. one is 28 and the other is 29 i think. haha. i am like..20. but well, it was for human resource management. we have to hand in by wed and there were some stuff we still have not sort out. so we discuss and work in Mac till around 1030. headed home and had to rush out some stuff because i couldn't work on tuesday due to duty. it has been rather long since i have slept late due to school work. haha. slept at around 330am.

tuesday. woke up at 630. go to camp and report for duty. that's tuesday.

wednesday's night was class. handed in our project. the lecturer look through it and say it was pretty well done. wooh! that was a heavy load off man. well. it was some effort put in. haha. i'm actually rather proud of that project.

thurs was duty again.

alright. today is friday and i have nothing on. i can finally rest!! i am gonna relax and rest well today man.

weekend will be rather enjoyable i guess. i'm looking forward to playing badminton with ziwan, zihao and some of her odac friends tomorrow at 11. haha. it has been a long time since i have played badminton. hope i dun make a fool of myself la. was pondering whether i should go for a run first before playing. see whether i can wake up or not la. haha.

alright. then at 2, i've to go to class. it's marketing. i like it. it's rather interesting how it plays with the mind.

class will end at 5. will go home have dinner. after that it's routine basketball night at cck. prob till 10.

after that, carl and i originally planned of going to DXO because his friends kind of organise a party or something. then he msged me today asking if it will be awkward for me because all his friends. haha. well so.. we'll see how tomorrow first la. he says there will be pretty girls going. HAHA. *rub hands and grins*

sunday will be SMU open house. hao will be going with me. i've already print out the itinerary and planned how the day will be. pretty much talks and tours. if everything's good and as of what i've read about, i will most likely switch to SMU Economics. i got in last year but dunno why i rejected it for NUS. guess now i have a better direction. haha.

WOOHOO... pretty long week eh... wait till u see my organiser. haha every single day has something scribbled on it.

12th- Assignment meeting for marketing
13th to 14th - Chemical warfare training at Nee Soon Camp and i'm glad it's only in the day.
15th- Assignment meeting for marketing
16th- Medical centre duty
17th- Assignment meeting for marketing
18th- Medical centre duty
19th- FINALLY EMPTY!!!
20th- Medical centre duty
21th- OFF DAY! class at night
22nd- Final Theory Test for driving at night
23rd- Class from 14th changed to today
24th- Class
25th- Medical centre duty
26th- EMPTY!
27th- Medical centre duty
28th- Class
29th- Medical centre duty
30th- Medical centre duty AGAIN
31st- Class

whoah. take a look at that. luckily i have planned a long stretch of off and leaves in April. partly to rest and also study for my upcoming exams man.

good luck! hope i have time to blog again soon!

ps: hey, if there is any activities u want to ask me along, no harm in asking me though i seemed rather busy
haha

how my CNY was

There are a lot of things about CNY which i really do like. of course, there's ANGPOW. haha. but the best is being able to meet up with friends whom you have not for a rather long time. sort of like a gathering while celebrating CNY. how we talk about our situation now and making fun of how stupid and silly we were back in school and all. these gatherings really bring back memories and tell me what a long route i have come from.

25-02-07

It was kind of like a S91 gathering. Zihao and weijie, ziwan, xiaoyun, bernard and me. first stop was zihao's hse. haha when we reach there, his father fell asleep waiting for us! and he waited for like... 10 mins? haha. one thing that always get to me was how his mother address us. by our chinese name. haha. i was Jia Jun. bernard was Zhao Xiong. haha. o well, the rest was... the rest. but don't get me wrong, she's a nice lady by all means =) i think we stayed about... say..an hour plus in zihao's hse. o ya and wei yang (zihao's gd friend) and his gf was there too.


at zihao's hse. ok i look a bit squeezed. because ziwan was beside me!

just as we were on our way to my hse, it began to drizzle and we have to walk this "long cut" (contributed by zihao). somehow the weather was really hot and humid.

ok at my hse! i took out some choco biscuit TimTam. and boy, zihao was munchin on them like nobody's business. haha. Xiaoyun only join us then. she had church i guess. haha u know xiaoyun did change eh. more mature in dressing and all. she can easily pass off as a working class. i guess people in business are like that (gosh, cant see myself in that)

and well, there was lunch. if i din rmb wrongly, it was mee soto. everyone were sweating. haha. i think it was the soup and the weather too. but i guess it was quite an ok lunch. we watch The Devil Wears Prada.


haha. ok. Anna Hathaway is a gorgeous lady. haha. she's real pretty.


yup. mum said guys too tall. can't stand. sorry girls!

moving on to Ziwan's hse. haha. the bus waiting and all was very long. sorry that bernard has to book in that night. so he can't join us to ziwan's hse. but yeah, we head to ziwan's hse. ate some fabulous pineapple tarts. played blackjack. i lost like... 70cents. o ya we bought subway to eat. haha. we din stay long. zihao had to send weijie home and we were all pretty tired. so i guess... we just headed home =)

all in all, it was a nice gathering. seriously.

04-03-07

ok. it's time for OG gathering. god i really miss everyone in og2. especially since my time in jj was such a memorable one. seeing the guys one more time brings back a lot of memories. it's really a pity some people can't make it. like meng hui,bishi, le liang, tuck sin and danny. nevertheless, there was laoda, peiyi, minshan, cherryn and me.

laoda was super late and he was playing soccer before that. haha. but yeah, pretty proud of him. he was in ocs and now in 6SIR, maju camp. seems to be doing well. getting more than 1k a month and stay out! though he tells me he is starting to stay in. haha

peiyi is waiting to be enlisted. welcome to my life boy. haha good luck. take care of your right arm man. seems pretty bad.

cherryn is in NTU school of design. she wanna go into photography and i think it's really good. maybe i do like photography too. but yeah. seen some of her work before. real nice. she really has the flare. u go girl. just disregard the discouragements and rmb our encouragement

minsha is in NTU business. she seems pretty stressed up. she had to rush off for some project. it's a sunday for goodness sake. but well, she has been hardworking all these while. and i know she would be a real successful person being so hardworking and eager in stuff she do. all the way!


yup.our og now.=)

it was really nice to meet up with everyone during CNY. i guess that wraps up my CNY. gathering and all. really do looking forward to such meetings man. and i have some's agreement to meet up in normal days also due to our proximity. ntu, my base and some one who really do live quite near. haha. ciao.