i've nobody

the song goes

Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my own
Im so Lonely

i dunno what's going on with me. kind of having very huge internal struggle. i talk lesser. eat lesser. no energy to do things. no motivation. i want to go out and chill but i realise i don't have anyone to ask. i want to go look for a bagpack but dunno who to ask and where to start. u know, those big and pure black bags. without any faniciful designs. no baggy but rather backpacking kind.

-------what should i do?------